Mama,I wanna come home.

Mama,I’m in love,

I feel alive again.

I smile for no reason

and sense a change

in my life’s season.

 

 

Mama, he is nice

I will tell you about him next time I’m home.

 

 

Mama,I’ll be with him soon,

This chance seems

so much like a boon.

I have made the perfect plan,

I want to be my best,

to God’s will I leave the rest.

 

Mama, I’m all excited,

I can’t wait to tell you all when I’m home.

 

Mama, we met

We embraced and made love

without a word being spoken.

My heart missed a beat,

when I looked up at him,

As I held him close and tight,

I wanted to stop time with

all my might.

 

 

Mama I’ve confused emotions now

I don’t know what to tell you when I’m home.

 

 

Mama, the walls are crouching on me,

the white crumpled sheets,

remind me of the day before.

I have nothing to do but to wait,

the curtains are huge but

they do not hide my shame.

 

 

Mama, I’m all bruised

And I just wanna come home.

Mama,Will you still let me in?

Cheers to YOU!

Its winter,
its chilly.
Lovers tug at each other
Child hugs mother ,

Sitting in a lonely corner ,
I say Cheers to YOU!

Festive mood,
Party time,
Rock-n-roll,
Food n wine,

Sitting in a quiet corner
I say Cheers to YOU!

Colourful ribbons,
Gift boxes,
Greeting cards,
Warm Wishes,

Sitting in a dark corner
I say Cheers To YOU!

Warm hugs,
Sensuous kisses,
Locking hands,
Feathery touches,

Sitting in some corner
I say cheers to YOU!

YOU ,my loneliness!

 

 

Also posted in blogger earlier : Cheers to you!

I am.

I am sad
although I’ve no reason to be.

I am lost
although the path is in front of me.

I am blind
although my eyes are wide open.

I am hopeful
although I’ve been beaten.

I am waiting
although time has run out.

I am all ears
although there is no sound.

I am in pain
although there is no wound.

I am torn
although you wont see the shreds.

I am alone
although there is crowd around.

I am mute
although there’s a lot I wanna say.

I am empty
although i have you in my heart.

I am me,although I am still finding myself.

Our Story.

To me
You’re like that big banyan tree,
giving me shade and shelter,
caressing me
with your cool breeze,
and loving me
with all your might!

To me
You’re like that big banyan tree.
To me
You are strength.
To me
You  are all powerful .
And so at times
when a passing wind
ruffles even a few of your leaves,
I shudder,I crouch
with an unknown fear.

To me
You’re  like that big banyan tree.
Many a passer by
has seen me sitting with you,
telling you my tales,
just as i would
to a friend of my age .
They have wondered
about our unique friendship ,
whispered,
rumored ,
made little stories.
But we still sit together
chatting away ,
like two united souls,
‘cos to me
You’re like that big banyan tree.

 

 

Also posted at Blogger before as : That Big Banyan Tree .

 

The Journey.

All I see around me 
is a blurring crowd, 
that only sends back
a deafening noise.


I wait for that
one face to brighten,
I wait for that 
one clear voice.


May be i take
the wrong roads,
May be I hold
the wrong hands,




But I would soon 
reach my destination,
I would soon 
find myself !

 

(Also Posted here : http://chlorophyll-vicious.blogspot.in/2011/04/i.html )

We

I have befriended you
I have shared a lot..
I have been happy lately
And laughed at what not!

But ,

each time I take a step forward ,
I take two backward.

We have met  ,
We have smiled ,
We say “hello!”
And whisper in voices mellow!!

But still,

when I take a step forward ,
I take two backward.

 

You have taken care,
You have done my share.
You have complimented
And about a future together hinted !!

 

Yet ,

when I take a step forward,
I prefer to take two backward .

 

Some things are better left unsaid,
Some things are better incomplete.
Some questions have no answers
And some answers can never be made!!

And this is why ,
Everytime I take a step forward,
I always take two backward.
(Also posted here : http://chlorophyll-vicious.blogspot.in/2009/12/we.html )

Moments..

The moment stood for me
when we re-discovered each other.
When you held me close to you,
As our cab whizzed past
through the dark lonely streets.
When people slept peacefully,
we gave parting kisses,
made promises to meet soon,
consoled ourselves
and hoped..

I am now  left with sceptism ,
I want to know who graces your evenings,
My eyebrows wrinkle at your unannounced absences,
I try to observe the pattern of our conversations,
I smile at your jokes.
I tell our story to my mates ,
gravely look at them for opinions .
I promise myself that I wont expect
Don’t I know they bring only pain?!

Few more days
and another spell of togetherness.
I wonder how you would be,
I wonder whether you would smell the same ,
I wonder whether i will still be warm,
I wonder what it will be like ,
I wonder what we will make it out to be !

Also posted here before : http://chlorophyll-vicious.blogspot.in/2011/07/moments.html