Happy Dreams

It’s a bright sunny day today..
Not a single dark cloud floating above in a perfectly blue sky..
Sitting at my window, i can only see
A small part of the bright sky..

But i dream, i dream with my eyes open..
I dream of perfectly green fields..
I see flowers blurred together in a spectrum ofe colors..
I can hear children running happily..
Their laughter tearing the calmness of the day.

I dream of a sea beach somewhere far..
I see white crystal sand dotted with shells..
I can hear waves crashing on the shore..
Rising high up only to scatter and lose itself..

I dream of snow capped mountains..
I see firs and birches melting into green..
I hear birds chirping and brooks cutting through stones and a perfect silence..

I dream of a starry night..
I dream of dreams..
Dreams that wont be true..
Truth would be nothing like my dreams..
But the dreams..they don’t go away.

Now when I look back..

Now when I look back

there are only calls unanswered,

texts not replied back to

and every attempt made

to hold on to you tighter

was heartlessly crushed.

 

 

I was a fool

I spun my dreams around you.

I was ignorant

of the obvious.

I was in love

and believed

things could be right.

 

Now when I look back

I laugh at my own thoughts.

Now when I look back

I judge my actions

and question my wisdom.

Now when I look back

I think how you never

looked back at me.

 

And it was a while after which

I finally put the pen down.

the pen that I believed

would write our story.

The ink had run dry

and my fingers were too tired.

 

Now when i look at you

I see you as lonely as ever,

your glistening with pain,

as sad as ever,

you’re like a small kid

trying hard to fit into the game.

 

Now I can no longer hold your hand

and hug you tight,

come close and whisper

everything is going to be alright.

But every now and then

I look at you from a distance

and whisper a prayer for you

and allow a sigh to fade away

into the silence.

 

 

Adieu.

And one day I’ll be gone
just like that..
and you would no longer find me
where you last saw me standing..

I’ll be gone to a new place.
new relations, new faces..
and I would no longer hear you,
even if you call me.

The sun will rise for you everyday,
the birds would still be singing,
Only I won’t be there,
to answer your longing.

I know you’ll look for me everywhere,
I know you’ll set your eyes at the door,
but baby I’ll be gone far away,
even my remains wont be washed up at the shore.

I was standing here all this while,
waiting for you to come and find me.
I had faith in the love,which
 I thought will bind you to me.

The heart just grows fonder,
and theres no stopping it.
And I cannot throw it away
as long as it is within me.

I can see you smiling from here,
ignorant of my pain.
I’ll be gone far away
when you finally look for me.

The night,You and me.

I know you’re sound asleep

I know you’re lost in dreams,

But how I wish to wake you up

and kiss you on your lips.

 

The night keeps me awake

and I fight my loneliness,

How I wish you were here

in my moments of distress.

 

Little insecurities

burst out like bubbles,

My love for you

is the cause of all trouble.

 

You’ve caged me forever,

my heart is slave to your charms.

I just want to wake up

and find me in your arms.

In another world.

Let me run away
into the dark woods,
Let me stop for a while,
where the firs and
birches stood.

Let me sit down,
under a starlit sky.
Or lie down
on the greens,
where a river flows by,
let me hide in
the mountains or
with birds fly high.

Take me where the
chirps wake me up,
and the cool breeze
luls me to sleep.
I am far too tired and
the wounds run deep.

Of dreams and desires.

Every breath is hot,

the eyes burn,

the hands tremble,

the body revolts,

I’m taken to a state

where illusions become reality.

 

 

And I realize that you exist

every where,

in my dreams,

in my desires,

in my illusions

and also in my reality.

 

 

I want to turn and

find you right next to me.

Waiting for me to wake up,

To take me in your arms.

And whisper,

‘Everything is going to be fine.’

 

Its the same bed,

the same walls,

the same window sill.

the same sky outside.

Only you aren’t there.

 

I look out of the window,

stars beaming at me,

I smile at them and they tell me,

even dreams become reality.

 

Where is Peace?

Oh!Don’t draw the curtains,

Don’t let the light in,

I would lie down a lil’ more
 
And be in my dreams.
 
 
 
 
Don’t drag me out,
 
the light blinds me.
 
I would rather embrace the dark,
 
where no one would find me.
 
 
 
 
Oh! put that noise down
 
lest it deafens me.
 
Give me some silence,
 
in peace let me be.
 
 
 
 
What is this crowd?
 
How can music be so loud?
 
Can I run away far,
 
so that I am no longer found?